PSMF Day 5 – ROUND 2
So this wasn’t QUITE the plan…
My plan was to simply start watching my calories. How I accidently got back on PSMF will confuse me for days to come. Today is actually Day 5. I think I haven’t been writing about it because I don’t want to think about it THAT much, even though thats all I CAN think about really. This isnt amusing at ALL. I’m assuming at some point I’m going to reach this point of Zen. I dont know WHEN it’ll happen but i’m hoping for it. I feel like this time around was harder than last time. According to the scale this morning I 214.8. Yeah. Thats almost 10 pounds in 5 days. Obviously water, the emptying of my intestines, and maybe a little fat.
I can’t say how long Im gonna keep it this strict. Im trying not to say “I have to do it for THIS long.” because i think that’ll freak me out. I’m trying to get through each day. I’ve been exercising which is kicking my ass. I recognize a slight fogginess in my thought process which isnt helpful. But tomorrow is the magic day. If i get through day 6 that means i’ve done more than i did before. But also tomorrow is a running day.
In a perfect world id keep this up until Jan 27th. I don’t think i CAN do it that long, but it’d be awesome if i could. I’m fairly sure id drop down under 207, which i was very happy about last time i was there.
